Am I crazy. Please I need help. Bless.?

Okay well I have been in a hospital for 4 months too. for overdose/drugs/cutting. and they made me take medicine they make everybody take medicine i bet you take risperdal and prozac and abilify. tell me if im right or correct me. now you can stop taking it if you want. get hooked on drugs i tell that to everybody its the most fun and who the **** is gonna care if no one is paying attention to you in your family drugs will come with friends and such and youll live a good life and die young.(: